Sichos
ha-Ran 12
Translated
by Rabbi Aryeh Kaplan, Rabbi Nachman’s Wisdom (Breslov Research
Institute) pp. 116-117
When
people want to become truly religious and serve G-d, they seem to be
overwhelmed with confusion and frustrations. They find great barriers in their
path and cannot decide what to do. The more they want to serve G-d, the more
difficulty they encounter.
All
the enthusiasm that such people have when trying to do good is very precious,
even if their goal is not achieved. All their effort is counted like a
sacrifice, in the category of (Ps. 44:23), "For Your sake, we are killed
each day, we are counted like sheep for the slaughter." The Tikuney
Zohar states that this verse speaks of both prayer and sacrifice.[1]
When
a person wants to pray, he encounters many distractions. But still, he gives
himself over entirely to the task, exerting every effort to pray properly. Even
if his prayer is not perfect, his very effort is like bringing a sacrifice, in
the category of “For your sake we are killed each day."
The
same is true of everything else in religion. You may wish to perfect yourself,
but find yourself unable to do so completely. Still, the effort and suffering
involved in the frustrated attempt are not in vain. They are all an offering to
G-d, included in the verse. "For your sake we are killed each day, we are
counted like sheep for the slaughter."
Therefore,
always do your part, making every effort to serve G-d to the best of your
ability. Whatever task lies in your hand, do it with all your might (Eccl. 9:10).
Keep
it up, even when all your efforts seem to be frustrated and all your attempts
in vain. Do everything in your ability, and G-d will do what is good in His
eyes (1 Sam. 3:18).
[1] Tikuney
Zohar 21 (59a). Cf. Likutey Moharan B 46, Sichos Moharan
36a (#138), Alim LeTerufah 15.
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