Otzar Nachmani, Vol. I, sec. 99
By Rabbi Nachman
Burstein, zatzal
Translated by
Dovid Sears (unedited)
[Rabbi Nachman
Burstein relates:] I heard from my friend, the chassid Rabbi Yaakov
(“Yankeleh”) Kohen Barzeski, zal, that once he was traveling to Meron
with another person (whose name he mentioned, but which I have since forgotten)
by way of Tiveria. As they were thirsty, they stopped at a certain kiosk for a
drink. The owner of the kiosk stood there with his head uncovered, but when he
saw two chassidim approaching, he immediately put on a kippah out
of respect for them. He also answered “amen” to their blessings of “shehakol.”
After they finished drinking and arose to leave, the proprietor asked them to
tell him a “good vort (saying)” that he might find memorable. Reb Yankel
said that although he ordinarily has many teachings from the Rebbe at his
fingertips, suddenly his mind went blank and he couldn’t think of one thing he
could quote! So he raised his eyes toward heaven, asking that he be given some good
teaching that might inspire this man. And with the help of heaven, after a
second or two, he remembered the Rebbe’s declaration, “If you believe that you
can destroy, believe that you can repair [the damage]!” (Likutey Moharan
II, 112). So he repeated this to the
man, who was most gratified to hear these wondrous words and thanked him
warmly. Then they departed in peace and went their way.
Many years
passed. Then they happened to pass through Tiveria again and stopped at the
same kiosk for a drink. However, a different fellow waited on them; one who
wore a beard and a hat, and received them cordially. They inquired about the
previous owner of the kiosk, where he was and what had happened to him, and
they were amazed at the answer: “I have been here for many years and no one
else has been here.”
As they conversed,
the proprietor suddenly remembered these two chassidim, whom he began to
recognize. “Maybe you’re the two chassidim who came to me a number of
years ago? And I asked them for some good vort that I might enjoy? And one
of them told me something fantastic that went straight to my soul—‘if you
believe you can destroy, believe that you can repair!’ These words pursued me
wherever I went and gave me no rest. Because I thought in my heart, ‘I know
that I have done much damage in my life. I have not kept the Torah and mitzvos
as a Jew should. How could this ever be remedied? However, this wondrous rule spoke deeply to
me and instilled new hope within me: ‘if it is possible to destroy, it is
possible to fix.’ Thus, little by little, my inner transformation began. I
started to observe a few mitzvos and stop doing things that were
contrary to Judaism. Additionally, I started to attend the synagogue every so
often, and to observe Shabbos and the kosher laws, as well as those concerning
modest behavior. With G-d’s help, I wanted to fix what I had damaged!
“Today you see
me as a God-fearing Jew in all things. My family and I live a life of holiness
and purity, observing the mitzvos fastidiously and living a religious
life at home and everywhere. Praise to the Creator of the universe who has performed
such great kindness with me as to have sent those two emissaries—good
emissaries such as you—who enabled me to merit the eternal life of the World to
Come!”
When Reb Yankel
demonstrated that indeed, he was the one who had told him that vort, the
man hugged and kissed him with love for having brought him back to Judaism, so
that he was now a proper Jew who had repaired what he had damaged. He thanked
him from the depth of his heart and crowned him with many blessings and good
wishes, with tears of joy. Thus, they left him again, but now with a happy
heart.
Reb Yankel concluded
that ever since this wondrous occurrence, he has taken to heart the importance
of constantly reviewing teachings from the Rebbe so that he would have them ready
whenever need be. As our sages state, “The words of Torah should be honed in
your mouth—if someone asks you a question, don’t stammer when you reply!” (Kiddushin 30a).
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