(Painting by Charnine)
From Rabbi Chaim Kramer’s Crossing the Narrow Bridge (Breslov Research Institute 1989), Chapter 11 (“Day and Night”), pp. 198-202
[O]ur thoughts are our closest companions. The better part of
any day we spend inside our own heads ‑ in our ideas, images and impressions,
in our designs and recollections, and so on. One of the concepts which Rebbe
Nachman discusses in connection with our thought processes is what he calls the
medameh. The root of this Hebrew word is damah, which means to be like or resemble, and
connotes the comparison of one thing to another. Therefore, the Rebbe’s use of
the word medameh might best be translated as the mind’s imaginative
faculty. Yet this would not give us a complete picture, because, depending on
the context, Rebbe Nachman uses the word to mean either creative visualization,
or as what is generally termed illusion. Medameh
as creative visualization
is a quality we associate with Light and Day; medameh as illusion,
however, we associate with Darkness and Night.
Imagination as
illusion
Who hasn’t, at some time in life, let his imagination run
wild? When we allow this to happen, our thoughts become subject to all sorts of
confusion and chaos, our minds see everything as Night. Take, for example, what
happens when we let our imaginations focus on something we fear. Rebbe Nachman
teaches: Most things that people fear cannot harm them. We may even clearly
realize that what we fear cannot harm us, yet, we have these phobias which we
cannot overcome (Rabbi Nachman’s Wisdom #83). How many of us spend our time fretting over and fearing imagined
danger? We say things like, “My entire world is black,” and we really think it
is, just because we’ve imagined the worst possible scenario and convinced
ourselves of its reality. The Darkness of illusion has shut out the Light, it
has closed our minds to the wisdom and understanding which would normally help
us see past the situation and even resolve it. We must do everything we can to
avoid such anxiety and the ensuing depression, because it is the worst mental
state possible.
And it’s not only through fears and phobias that illusion
plays havoc with our lives. Rebbe Nachman, after delivering a lesson in which
he referred to one’s desires and evil inclination as illusory and dreamlike,
said, “We should give the Evil One a new name. From now on he should be called
Imagination” (Likutey Moharan I, 25:end).
We imagine ourselves different than we really are: we might
think we are indispensable and this leads to arrogance and strife; we might
imagine our family life as okay when it is sometimes falling apart right in
front of our eyes; we delude ourselves into thinking that we have, or can
achieve, financial security, something which is virtually impossible. And
sometimes, we even create illusions about our spiritual achievements and
religious commitments. Are we really as devoted to God and to being a good
person, as we tell ourselves and would have others believe? When we do the things
we do, are we really being true to Judaism? Our forefathers offered the supreme
sacrifice, their very lives, to remain true to our faith. If called upon to do
so, would we do the same?
This is the illusory side of our imagination that Rebbe
Nachman calls the Evil One. It is the medameh
from which we must flee. As
Rebbe Nachman said: “The world deceives you. Accept this from me. Do not let
yourselves be fooled!” (Rabbi Nachmans Wisdom #51).
Imagination as
creative visualization
There is, however, another side to imagination which, rather
than deceiving us into Darkness, brings Light, wisdom and understanding into
our minds. This is the quality of imagination through which we can turn even
our darkest Nights into the brightest Days; it is medameh as creative
visualization. Our Sages tell us that when Yosef was a servant in Egypt and his
master’s wife attempted to seduce him, he had a vision of his father’s image
and this saved him (Sotah 36b). Rebbe Nachman commented on this: “How it happens that an image
appears to a person is a very hidden mystery” (Likutey Moharan I, 150).
Indeed, Rebbe Nachman himself made considerable use of the medameh. He told many stories, revealed numerous dreams, visions and
innovative ideas—all of which display a prolific imagination and challenge even
the most fertile and creative minds. And he inspired his chassidim to follow
suit. There can therefore be no doubt that the Rebbe also recognized the
positive features of imagination and how it is to be used to our benefit.
Throughout the Rebbe’s writings, there are references to imagination.
Here are but some of his suggestions for making use of its positive aspects:
Human thought has tremendous potential. When we concentrate
our thoughts on something and really imagine it to be, we can actually force
the thing to happen. To accomplish this, we must visualize every step of the
desired result in great detail. Diffused and generalized thought will not work.
But when every faculty of the mind is intensely focused on that which we wish
to see happening, we can genuinely exert great influence on all sorts of
matters in the world (Rabbi Nachmans Wisdom #62).
When studying Torah, imagine and plan a schedule for your
studies. Picture in your mind exactly how you will go about this course of
study. Visualize yourself doing it, succeeding at it, until you actually do
manage to fulfill your plans (Ibid.).
Rebbe Nachman teaches: “When we are disturbed and unhappy, we
should at least imagine ourselves as being joyous. Deep down we may be
depressed, but if we act happy, we will eventually come to genuine joy” (Rabbi
Nachman’s Wisdom #74).
Developing original insights is a most desired goal of all
Torah study. To be worthy of such innovative thinking, Rebbe Nachman tells us
that we must use the power of imagination— comparing item to item, thought to
thought (Likutey Moharan I,
54:5,6).
We can conclude that any aspect of our power of imagination
which we use to serve God and better ourselves has to be a positive quality.
The imagination that Rebbe Nachman refers to as the Evil One, the imagination which
needs to be repressed and stifled, is not the creative power that is an innate
quality and asset in each of us. Rather, it is the illusory imagination that
lets us fool ourselves and others, the delusive thinking that allows us to
waste away our lives.
And it’s worth recalling once more Rebbe Nachman’s teaching: “Wherever
your mind is— that’s where you are!” Thus, it all depends on what we really
want. If we really desire and think about Godliness and genuine personal
growth, we can attain it. If we desire something else, and that is where our
mind is, then that’s what we’ll achieve. If we think Night, it is Night. But if
we think Day, if we think good, positive thoughts, and continue to do so, we
will find ourselves emerging into the Light.
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